Wow, I keep saying how time flies and it sure has been. Seven weeks ago today, I was readying myself to attend church after the death of Todd the night before. It was a surreal feeling, a day of new beginnings. There have been many new beginnings these past several weeks. I am making strides in picking up my life again. I think about Todd a million times a day and miss him still terribly. As long as I keep moving and keep busy, I am able to cope. At night, when I lay down is when I remember all of our pillow talks and rehashing of our day. Now, I wish he were here to visit with and hug and love...I miss it all!! He would be proud of how I am making small improvements and keeping up with all that owning a home entails; I will be getting a water treatment system and a hot water tank this Wednesday from Agway, the garage walls have been painted (still have the ceiling to do), mower is fixed and grass is being mowed, lists have been made and so much more is on the horizon. Sometimes it is overwhelming but I take a deep breath, say a prayer of thankfulness for Todd's teaching me many things and I go on with what needs to be done.
I call friends/family or they call me...I visit friends/family or they visit me...I could not get through these days without all of you. GOD BLESS all of you!!
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