Dance in the Rain

"Life is not about waiting for the storms to pass...it's about learning how to dance in the rain."

I am doing okay. I have many sad moments throughout the day but I sleep all night, a hard sleep without waking! Todd would be so proud of me. I think back on his last few days and it was so hard to see him with all the weight he lost and the blank stare in his eyes. I will cherish the memory of his last wink for me on the day before he died. I so wanted to connect with him one more time and I asked him to wink at me as he could not talk....I got my last wink from my best friend, my lover, my life!

I cleaned out Todd's briefcase yesterday....I found a few "Atta boy!" emails from when he worked at Airport Orbit. They received compliments from their customers concerning Todd:

My driver yesteday was Todd Miller...he was great...please add him to my 'priority preferred driver' list when I use your service.

Thank you for providing my mom with wonderful service on her trip to the Pittsburgh Airport. She enjoyed the ride with the gentleman who picked her up. His name was Todd Miller. She would like to request that "Mr. Miller" pick her up when she returns. I would like to further say, Mr. Miller has placed a lasting impression on my mother and your company. He is an asset and a GREAT marketing tool as my mother will be hanging your flyer at all of the BINGO events she attends.

Todd sure had a way with the women.....in a very gentlemanly way! I miss him so much! But I will try to dance in the rain...